theyve been singing all night long and every rooftop just keeps calling out your name.<3

me&jen.

&stay up all night with the stars.

aw.
ilovethisgirl.

i like this one.
even tho.
im laughing.

studyhall. snaketwat and pb&j.

ilovemyfriendsmorethantheylleverknow.
: ]

<3

come on love run with me. get the hell out of this town.

1.as nerdy and grandma-ish as it seems, i really do love to knit.
2. i make postsecrets.
3. i've only mailed one.
4.i wish i could be more outgoing around the boys that i like.
5.most people dont know when im upset because i tend to hide it.
6.when i get upset, i cry.
7.i hate it when people dont give me privacy.
8.sometimes all i want to be is left alone.
9.and other times all i want is a hug.
10.i love songs with the acoustic guitar.
11.i wish i could play an instrument. like my uklele or something pretty.
12.i can play the piano; but thats just messing around.
13.half the time i think i look decent, the other half im pretty sure i look like crap.
14.i wont leave the house if i dont think i look semi-ok.
15.i wish i could sing.
16.but it doesnt stop me from singing in the car or in the house [when no ones home]
17.my mind wonders alot.
18.sometimes i think i have a.d.d.
19.but i think im just random.
20.i worry about everyones feelings too much.
21.whe my dad read my birthday card i made for my sister, he said that most people will never get a card like that in their life.
22.for her birthday, i made her a postsecret.
23.its hard for me to trust guys.
24.i really love english class.
25.i like to write.
26.its the one thing im good at.
27.i never really know who my friends are.
28.im always paranoid that one of my friends are mad at me.
29.or secretly pretending to be my friend, while they actually hate me.
30.as impossible and paranoid as it seems, i have a good reason to think that way, its happened before.
31.i dont know what i would do without my ipod during school or any other time.
32.i like to just sit and think.
33.i think about alot of things most people dont, philosophy.
34.its hard to find people who are open enough to talk about life.
35.i have two brothers that ive never met.
36.and i doubt i ever will.
37.i go tanning. and i enjoy it.
38.i love watching boy meets world, roseanne, and full house.
39.i like talking on the phone. but its hard for me to actually call people. if i havent talked to them in a long time.
40.at any given point, i have about 5 or 6 favorite bands.
41.i cant stand it when people hate me.
42.i wish i looked more like my sister.
43.im tired of everyone telling me how hot/beautiful/gorgeous she is. everyday.
44.i love movies. ive never seen a movie i didnt like.
45.i want to excersize. but im not motivated.
46.sometimes i think me and jen share the same brain. we do stupid things at the exact same time.
47.tacky things make me smile.
48.as you can tell by my collection of; a unicycle [i never ride], a uklele[i cant play], 2 pink lawn flamingos in my room, and a bathtub lined with pillows in the downstairs room.
49.for the time being, i still hate my body.
50.i cant for the life of me stop saying 'like' after each word, and calling everything 'cute'.
51.i type how i talk.
52.most of my family live on the other side of the us.
53.i hate to admit it, but i love laguna beach, the hills, the oc and stupid drama shows.
54.im a bit of a pyromaniac.
55.i still have my teddy bear from when i was little.
56.when i try to yell at people, i usually end up crying.
57.im almost late for everything i do and go to.
58.i have no concept of time.
59.and i dont try to change it.
60.i doodle during class.
61.i care more about covering my doodles with lyrics, then whats going on in class.
62.teachers dont care.
63.i love chick flicks. and books about love. because i know. if its not happening for me. its happeneing for someone else.
64.i cant kill animals. on purpose.
65.when i watch scary movies. im glued to the person sitting closest to me.
66.im very laid back, but i tense up easily.
67.im a crybaby.
68.but i hate crying in front of people.
69.i havent ridden a roller coaster since i was little.
70.i love to read. i dont understand why people dont.
71.i have a collection of books that i love. many of them are from stephen king and james patterson.
72.i cant wait until i have kids. i want to be a young mom.
73.but not too young.
74.i hate it when people scare me on purpose.
75.i actually like mowing the lawn. i think it smells wonderful in the fall. we have a ridering mower things.
76.spring and fall are the best seasons.
77.when i get scared. i am the biggest wimp ever.
78.i hate being cold more than anything.
79.but i almost always forget to bring a sweater or a sweatshirt whereever i go. so i freeze. or complain until someone gives me theirs.
80.if im having a problem. and you make the mistake of hugging me. like a real hug, not a shitty one. most likely i will start to cry.
81.dont let this freak you out.
82.i am a pathological liar.
83.and most people dont know.
84.i dont lie about important things. its the little things. things people dont even think to question.
85.i have 8 best friends.
86.i love them all.
87.most people have never seen me without makeup.
88.i havent been camping since i was a toddler.
89.and thats because i am dumb. i wanted to see how close i could get to the fire. and i fell in and got all burned.
90.i dont have many secrets.
91.just wishes.
92.its impossible for me to hold grudges and i trust too easily.
93.dont take advantage of that.
94.i dont say 'im sorry' much. but when i do. i really mean it.
95.same thing with saying 'i love you.'
96.i believe in love.
97.i believe it will happen to me someday.
98.i dont know where im going in life.
99.when i fall for someone, i fall hard.
100.i can be a grammar nazi sometimes. i hate chatspeak.
101.ive never known what i want to be when i 'grow up'.
102.i want a boy to do cute things for me, like throw rocks at my windo in the middle of the night. and dance with me in the streets.
103.i feel stupid when people make fun of me.
104.i read my horoscope on a daily basis.
105.when my friends tell me they think a boy that i like, likes me back. i never believe them.
106.because i think they are lying so they dont hurt my feelings.
107.i think this because all my old friends did exactly that.
108.i cant lie to teachers.
109.but i can lie to my parents.
110.sometimes i just want to run away, and never look back.
111.im scared that im wasting my life.
112.and not doing the things i could.
113.i love bonfires.
114.if i see you fall down. i hope youre not hurt. but i will myself to tears at you.
115.i love laughing at old memories.
116.i love laughing in general.
117.but i hate my laugh.
118.i dont know who i am.
119.i dont do things that i want, because im scared of getting hurt.
120.i love turning off the lights and listening to music really loud and just stop myself from thinking anything at all.
121.i like myself more this year than last.
122.i get random impulses to do the strangest things.
123.i dont know what i would do without my friends.
124.i know alot of people say that.
125.but, honestly, they saved me from myself.
126.i dont think anyone will read all the way through this.
127.my sister is going to college next year.
128.im going to miss her.
129.she used to be my very best friend.
130.i miss her already.
131.ive always wanted to run away.
132.but i dont have the guts.
133.or a plan.
134.im not sure if i would be missed or not.
134.or if people would ever wonder, where i went.
135.i read postsecret.blogspot.com and grouphug.us whenever i can
136.because i see my own secrets in everyone elses.
137.when i see a deer/bunny/raccoon/llamma/or fun animal in general
138.my first implus is to yell its name really loud
139.like BUNNY! or DEER!
140.ive caused near-accidents doing this.
141.i cant stop it either.
142.when i hang out with my friends for a super long time. i lose my voice. and i sound like a man.
143.im going to miss harper, sherfy and travis next year.
144.they are the brothers i never had.
145.i havent seen them outside school in a long time too.
146.i love hugs.
147.but i feel weird asking for them.
148.i say some words in a weird way. like koolaid. and home. and phone.
149.i have an overreactive imagination.
150.i want to break a bone. so i can have a cast.
151.but i dont want it to hurt.
152.i dont think of the concequences of things before i do them.
153.sometimes im loud when people are quiet and quiet when people are loud.
154.i like it when, people put their arms around my shoulders.
155.i love the mall.
156.i love going to playgorunds, and spending the day there. or my birthday.
157. ive learned more about myself than any other year.
♥

fun.




blurry but i dont care. : ]

me and kelsee at faiiiir.


i like this one.

and ive decided.
i need more recent pictures of my friends.
so hey.
guess who got a throwaway camera?
thats right.
me.
<3

icantdoanythingright.

<3

in the end my dear sweet friend[ill remember you]

i havent unpdates since like june or july
= |

goin to faiiir as much as i can.
seein all my friends before school starts up again.
im excited.
as shitty(hahaha) as that sounds.

faiiiiir. =D

jesssse =D

the hole. i love that place.

malling.

me. kelsee. brittany and diona. =)

i love my friends and summer.
and meeting cool philo people && glen && james.
im gonna miss summer.
alot.
but im ready for the new year.

<3
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sched..

firsst semester
1-2 keyboarding --allen
3-4 history --------whoever replaces shawger
5-7 chem----------ebby
8-------------------studdddddy hall

second semesterr
1-2 french 2 -------henderson
3-4 english cp -----graham.
5-6 general art -----beauchamp
7-8 geometry ------ weingarthh